I was summoned. I'm not surprised anymore, I'm always ready to go and receive, like a newborn Christian that doesn't want to stop reading the Word of God. As always the angel told me to sit and wait. I get to enjoy the scenery, smell the aromas, hear the trumpets and see the people. Then here comes someone toward me. These people, they just move sort of straight. They don't look left or right or back, they just focus straight. So I always try to figure out if the person is coming to me. But this person I could not figure out. It was a woman. She said, "I know you don't know me. You've heard of me, but you don't know me. But I know who you are. (It always makes me feel like, man, why don't I know anything about these people?) I introduced myself, my name is Ruben. She said, “Yes, I know. Have a seat. My name is Kathryn Kuhlman.”
(Her voice, the way she spoke, clearly, but different. She has a habit, just her way, of waving her hands, and always thanking the Father. I mean, we don't do that, every second like she does).
She read my thoughts and said, "I know you want me to tell you more about myself, (because that is what I was thinking). She said, “I will share a little, because of what you will go through in your journey. Some of these men and women have already spoken to you about this wonderful journey you have. By the way, let me look at your face.” But she did something more than any of the others. She gently put her hand on my face, just barely touched it. Took a few minutes, then said, “I see what they talk about. But you will know in good time what we see and what we are talking about.
“I was chosen by God. People just couldn't comprehend that God could use a woman. And the way I spoke, the way I felt God's Presence, the way I moved because of God's Presence. The way I felt was God's Presence, the way I cried was God's Presence. The way I prophesied was God's Presence. The way I prayed for people was God's Presence. It seems like everything that I've done God was always with me. But there are some men that I trust. They know what I am and how I have been used. I will not name names, but some men that serve my Father know. But because of what you're going to face you just go on regardless of how they treat you. Whether you're short, whether Hispanic, a different race, your language and education background—some people, that's what they look for. But God uses the simple people. He can trust the simple people more than others.
"This Kingdom is precious. This Kingdom is holy ground. I know they have allowed you to step in for a season. So you take all that you see. You learn, you hear, rejoice. All of this my son, you embrace, all of this. You're a very special person. Do not let anyone tell you otherwise.
“Maybe you've seen me in films in churches, or in videos, but I know you've heard my name. I wore these beautiful gowns. But I was used by God just as these other men and women that have come forth to visit with you. So what I have to share with you is this: No matter what other people say or do toward you, never let it get to you. What they don't know is, you are being used by God. Chosen by God. That's all that matters. Allow me to embrace you. Let me give you a little of myself into your spirit, of the love and of my way of communicating with the Father, the precious moments that I want you to have. I will see you again."
Ruben: there was something different when she embraced me—like you wanted to ask, what was that—it was like something awakened. It was an honor and a privilege to meet this woman.